Thursday, September 21, 2006

Will you still care about me when i'm not in love with you anymore..

You know what's crazy?

I looked at my girlfriend today and despite the fact that I was crying and chain smoking and thinking about screaming out really realy loud...I thought she was the most beautiful person i've ever seen...


I laid with my boyfiend tonight..I laid...with my head on his stomach..watching my favorite (okay 2nd favorite, I couldn't betray LOST) Tv show...and I was totally content..for once I didn't care if my phone rang or not.

I love my boyfriend. I love my girlfriend.
I love my life.

and everyday it's easier and easier for me to say goodbye to my past..

...and hello to my future..



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