what would you say if..

I told you that i'm not who you think I am?
I told you it isn't going to be easy for you to get inside my pants?
I told you that I second guess every aspect of my like every second of every day?
I told you that sometimes I can't breathe?
I told you that most of the time my mind is somewhere else?

What would you say?
What would you do?

I'm over stressed...I'm thinking to much..i'm feeling too much...i'm on the verge of ..something ..and I don't know what..i'm not feeling well..i'm not thinking straight..i'm not..okay..

I think I want to be a buddhist...

no..seriously...

I know no one really believes me..but it doesn't matter...I think it's what I want..