Why aren't the tears actually falling? They're just there, behind my eyes, making me constantly aware of the fact that I hardly have control over the emotions my body is feeling.
Yay for writing a whole entry and then erasing it because of a split-second decision!
I don't know what to say that wont make it sound like i'm blameing him or myself and ...we ..promised that we wouldn't place blame anymore..so..here are the facts;
I'm not happy. I think I might be able to find someone who treats me..better.
I want to be treated better. I deserve to be treated better.
...I want it to be -him- who is doing the better treating..
...But maybe that just isn't possible.
You're A Mystery Yourself
