Friday, December 29, 2006

I can't remember

I can't remember how this got started, but I can tell you exactly how it will end.

My life is fucked up.

I know this...

I also know that there is one person who's life is far more fucked then mine is..
..she just doesn't know it yet..

I'm worried. Really worried.

She is gonna get her heartbroken or worse...
and there is nothing I can do to help her..
because she doesn't care what I have to say..

..because if she did she'd fucking talk to me.

Everyone keeps telling me to say how I feel..
Okay..

YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND.
YOU DONT TALK TO ME.
DO I EVEN KNOW YOU?

..what the fuck is that shit about..

I thought we were one person..remember? REMEMBER? That's what you said.

...Liar.