I woke up feeling like everything that happened yesterday...all the drama I perpetuated was so stupid and idiotic.
I don't know why I do the things I do...bottom line is that I love Mike..
...I'm sorry to say that I think it all happened because I was bored.
Okay...hard and true fact....I am a bitch. A Bitch.
I looked around at my life...and although I like so many aspects of what I see...it can not be denied that the way I function in my environment is quite selfish. I undermine people..I fuck them over, use them abuse them..
I did lead Steve on...why? Because it was Hot.
But nothing is hotter then where the night ended up going...nothing is hotter then ending up with the man I love and lust for..
I ...want to control myself..but I'm so young...I also want to let myself free. It's a weird situation that needs a comfortable medium.
Dancing would help.
Dancing and Drinking, and having fun...outside...with others.
I don't know why I do the things I do...bottom line is that I love Mike..
...I'm sorry to say that I think it all happened because I was bored.
Okay...hard and true fact....I am a bitch. A Bitch.
I looked around at my life...and although I like so many aspects of what I see...it can not be denied that the way I function in my environment is quite selfish. I undermine people..I fuck them over, use them abuse them..
I did lead Steve on...why? Because it was Hot.
But nothing is hotter then where the night ended up going...nothing is hotter then ending up with the man I love and lust for..
I ...want to control myself..but I'm so young...I also want to let myself free. It's a weird situation that needs a comfortable medium.
Dancing would help.
Dancing and Drinking, and having fun...outside...with others.
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