I want to be a kennedy

I want to be a big heartbreaker
Live fast and for real
and you can follow it in the papers.

A distant friend of mine has cancer...she told me awhile ago and I didn't tell anyone, as it was her wish..

and now I can finally post about it..publically..


...It hit me like a ton of bricks....

Something like this could happen to any of us...

I love you Carla..that probably doesn't make any sense to you...but I love you for your strength..your resilience..and your amazing attitude towards life..

All of the people I love could die at any moment..and I don't think I think about that nearly as much as I should.

Why do we fight?
Why do we hate?
Why do we waste our time hurting one another?

....it could be over in a moment..

.....I want to make the most out of my life..
I care for so many people...I love so many people...

So i'm not wasteing my time anymore..

A girl was shot in a school shooting two days ago...someone just walked into her school and shot her..

This world is not safe...and we are all so lucky to be here..
so let's start showing some more of that graditude...

You know..the past doesn't matter..
What happened to get me here doesn't matter
I'm thankful for all the good experiences
I've learned from all the bad..

and i'm here..now..
..nothing else matters.

i'll be brave tonight
either live or die
i'll be brave tonight
standing tall and bright

And if I had my chance i'd never let you go..